Therapy is Cheap.   Flickring Lights.

I draw.
I take photos.
I ramble.
I feel a bit in-lust.

Now lick me & purr.
Goodbye August.

The moon, the stars, the sun -

they all gather and witness,

as an open wound spits empty prayers

to a god that does not seem to listen.

Words thrown to the wind

am I not healed?

am I not stronger?

am I not alive?

There is a senseless

yet familiar beating;

in this paper cage

where an organ used to be.

Piece by piece

these blue-green blocks

are falling apart

& lasting memories, lost.

I hide behind these words

I envelope my heart over my arms

I scream into an infinite hole

I shiver at your ghost.

You were the moon;

this was the night we kissed

this was the night we loved

this was the night I fell apart

I was the sun;

this was the day I walked away

this was the day I missed you

this was the day we ceased to exist.

We were the stars;

no one owns us

no one knows us

no one will cry for us.

— 5 months ago
#personal  #scribbles